Recently I have been thinking about doing something big in my life, but I can't seem to find a good answer. It is such an important decision that even at this early stage in my considerations it actually scares me a little when I think about all the implications. It may not be possible, but then it may be possible and there would be a very real risk to my life if I should go through with it. What I find interesting is that one of the things that bothers me most about this decision is that I would be forced to cut of my hair. That is seriously one of my stumbling blocks to going through with my idea. Odd huh?, it is not the chance of dying or becoming a cripple that bothers me the most at this point, it's losing my hair. I guess that the human mind just works in mysterious ways.